i havent not been depressed in a long time. this week my partner goes back to college and i cant stay with them every day anymore for their sake. i haven’t slept in my apartment by myself in months. i have to go to work every day next week and stay at my apartment and actually make an effort to be with other people. i’ve become really dependent on them and i love them a lot but it’s not fair to them, and the fact that last year i was horrible to them in a similar situation. honestly more and more every day im thinking about how itd be better for everyone for me to off myself and i’m just not doing well
me when i was a child who had a crush on a girl and didn’t understand it or know what to do with it: pulls a handful of grass from the ground and sprinkles it over her head
This is a one-of-a-kind wing-shaped natural pearl from the Mississippi River. These pearls are distinguished by a recognizable, soft luster which is not seen in saltwater pearls.